No, I didn’t get the job.
And from one moment to the next I am thrown back into the Pluto transiting second house, going back to square natal Moon, situation.
Anxious feelings about survival pervading me… an unpleasant sensation in my stomach and the absolute certainty that I do not want and will not go back to working in hospitality.
Even if that means giving up my life in Bristol and going back to Brasil.
There must be a way out from jobs that you don’t enjoy, jobs that crush your soul. I can’t go on like that anymore.
And at the same time..
The fear that I’m never gonna get out of this, no matter how much I want, how much I try, the fear of never accomplishing my purpose..
The fear of running out of cash like I did when I moved here in September last year.
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